[What did I learn today? Lessons on the Journey to Unconditional Self Love] All healing is release from the past

ACIM

As you shake your head No and point at all the people you can blame for
what is going on with you, you miss another divine opportunity to examine
what is really going on within you Until you are willing to accept total and complete responsibility for your
life, your life will keep sending you experiences designed to get your
attention" I would read this every day a few years ago, to remind myself to take
responsibility for me rather than looking for someone to blame and
outsourcing my happiness I would recite it in the morning out loud, in front the mirror because when
I look into my eyes I know there is nothing worse than breaking a
committment to me I was reminded of it today, by chance - awww no not at all- there is no
chance

I have been stressing out for the past few weeks, I have been worrying, I
have been blaming and outsourcing my responsibility and life sent me an
experience. I got ill! Now, I hardly ever get ill because I let out the
stress, I find a way to deal with my emotions in a healthy way- I was
tired, I was just plain ole tired and I forgot how much power I possess, I
forgot about the light that never dims So I got sick, like struck down in bed kind of thing and my over thinking
kicked in, and I felt worse, the what if's came to get me and they got me What if - no one knew I was ill and I stay here and turn to bones What if - I starve because I have no food What if - I get thirsty What if - I can just stay here What if - I never have anyone to take care of me when I am ill Oh my the what if's were tormenting me

And then, the good sense God gave me returned! Accepting responsibility
means examining the choices made, and free will means that I can change my
mind anytime It also means take a rest, lay down and rest, the brain is tired 'Put
yourself in the centre of your life and accept full responsibility for all
things that may be spinning out of control and then move I'm resting this week, salyed the what if's and taking it easy Peace

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Unconditional Self Love on 6/28/2016 02:16:00 pm